I am embarking on an incredible Spiritual journey. It is one I have been on my whole life, but have only recently discovered the joys beyond the society I was raised in. As far back as I can remember I have felt disconnected from people around me, as though I didn’t belong anywhere. I became obsessed with the study of ghosts, and myths of vampires and werewolves and other mythical creatures, convinced that somewhere along the line I am connected or have a heritage with such beings. And I believe that to be true. But all will be revealed in time, when I am ready and mature enough to handle the truth about my history.
As I have learned that it is alright to express myself, that I can be my own person and that I don’t have to hide behind a twenty-first century mask of independent womanhood, the ways of Spirit have opened up to me. I have rediscovered my childhood Spirit Guides, and have met new ones as I opened myself up. It is indeed a wonderful experience to go for a walk amongst nature, to watch the sky and the grass, the river and canal, all of the beautiful plant life, and to hear the sounds of nature around me.
But I have still been stumbling around trying vaguely to find my way, and to find some place to belong in the modern world. I have discovered like-minded people who show me that I am allowed to express my sometimes radical or unusual beliefs. And part of this ongoing process of learning and developing led me to conduct a personal Goddess Guidance Oracle reading on Sunday 3rd January 2010.
At this time I had been thinking deeply about myself and my future. I am getting married to my long-term fiance, I had been unhappy at work and since made the decision to change that, and I wanted to pursue my Spiritual self and be true to who I really am.
Here is the reading that came through at my request:
1. Athena – Inner Wisdom. “Stop procrastinating. Trust your gut. Don’t second-guess yourself. You are correct. Notice recurring ideas and take action on them.”
Athena helps with creative projects such as writing, arts and crafts.
2. Oonagh – Easy Does it. “Don’t worry about your purpose or your goals. Make no sudden moves. Slow, steady progress is best right now. Do your new work as a part-time venture to begin with, while slowly exiting your old career.”
Oonagh will help with your transitions, and she’ll guide you in creative and magical ways.
3. Mother Mary – Expect a Miracle. “Let go of worrisome thoughts. Keep your thoughts positive. Notice and follow any Divine guidance you may receive. Pray. Engage in spiritual healing.”
4. Sedna – Infinite Supply. “Don’t worry about the future. Know that you’ll always have enough to eat. Your needs will always be provided for. Spend time at the ocean. Go Swimming.”
Sedna will help to gain plentiful supplies for the family.
Each one of these cards resonated deeply with me, and I reacted with wonder and awe that the Goddesses had spoken in such a way. They truly knew what I was thinking and planning, and I respected and welcomed their guidance. It was such a wonderful sensation!
So now with the guidance of my Goddess friends, my Angel guardians, and all of my Spirit Guides, I move forward into my new life. I am welcomed both by Spirit and by Elementals, Fairies, and all mythical Beings that I have yet to meet and become familiar with.
Thank You My Friends. I Truly Love and Honour You.